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I'm Paul. Metalhead. Geek.
Welcome to my blog. Nothing much, but it'll do. This is my world of music, nonsense, funny shit, and, quite obviously, Star Wars!
Think of this as a trip into my head as such. Lots of weird yet wonderful things.
I find this incredibly useful in avoiding whatever I should be doing. But feel free to ask me stuff!! I don't bite....much! ;D
Now get outta here, as I have a bad feeling about this...
I know in recent weeks I have been a difficult person to be around. I have been miserable, and I’ve said some things I will regret till the day I lie on my death bed. I have been nothing short of a nightmare.
The only thing that has kept me going this long, the only light at the end of this long dark tunnel I am in has been you. Regardless of what has been said between us, you have continued to be patient with me where others wouldn’t think twice about abandonning me.
I have been an incredibly toxic an unpredictable individual of late, and for that, all I can say right now is sorry. But I promise I will get better, and you will have the old me back. I miss being able to laugh so hard with you till we’re both dying on the floor, but not as much as I miss making you smile by being comfortable in acting like a total idiot.
You mean the absolute world to me, and sorting myself out so you can enjoy my company again is the least I can do for sticking by me.